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Nov. 16th, 2009


[info]yamada_masaki in [info]jaeho_detox

Tears Drop Chap.1 Teaser

Tears Drop
Author: [info]yamada_masaki aka gunkie
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: YunJae, YooSu
Summary:
Across to him, a couple was sitting uncomfortably. A heartless couple.
They met the man to sell their only child. Wealthy as a reason, the came to the man named Jung YunHo, the owner of ‘Mirotic’ pub, ‘Timeless’ café, ‘2U’ corporation and many underground companies.

Prologue
Chapter 1

[info]tftcproductions in [info]jaeho_detox

[FIC] Falling in Love With a Christmas Carol - 1

Title: Falling in Love With a Christmas Carol
Length: [1/?]
Author: tftcproductions
Rating: PG-13
Genre: A romantic drama full of crack, magic, and Christmas spirit.
Summary (long version, will shorten in coming chapters): "Jaejoong is really Santa Clause. But not the jolly big man in a red suit, he just looks like how a Jaejoong is supposed to look. Yunho meets him one night as a little kid and is all, "Are you sure you're Santa? etc" and Jaejoong eventually convinces him that he is indeed Santa. Years later, in Yunho's 20's, he doesn't believe in Santa and doesn't really have the time to celebrate Christmas anymore due to studying/work/whatever. Jaejoong ends up losing his super special awesome Santa powers one day and lands himself in front of Yunho's apartment/house/whatever he lives in and Yunho is reluctant to take him in, but does so anyway because he feels they've met before (whether Jaejoong remembers him or not is up to you). Time passes, Jaejoong takes care of Yunho's place for him in payment and they slowly end up falling for each other. HOWEVER, CHRISTMAS IS COMING AND JAEJOONG CAN'T DELIVER PRESENTS. WHAT TO DO?!"
Based of the beautiful plot bunny by [info]chibi_reina

The young boy jumped from his bed and, clutching his stuffed tiger gently to his chest, tip-toed into the hallway.

[info]kitashu in [info]jaeho_detox

caged bird

Title: Caged Bird

Length: Chaptered

Author: Li

Rating: NC-17

Pairing: YunJae, minor YooSu and other pairings

Genre: Angst, Romance, AU

Warning: Graphic scenes of non-con and sex, death

Summary:
"I've always wondered what it was like to spread my wings and just fly away.

"I want to fly away from the burdens in my heart . . . fly away from these shackles that chain me down . . ."

Kim Jaejoong is the last person one would expect that would have a past no one would talk about. He was just the kind of person that was always friendly, helpful, and full of never ending smiles. But deep down, a secret shackles him down, imprisoning himself to his own heart. Once Jung Yunho steps back into his life after ten years, it's time for Jaejoong to face his burdens head on, and reap the consequences of what he has sown


Note: Due to the rating of this fic, I will be f-locking certain chapters after 72 hours of posting. If you want to read them, please comment on my fic list post and friend me. I'd like to know who's friending me for fics and such.

Previous Chapters
Prologue : Broken Friendship

Newest Chapter:
Chapter One : Rolling Winter


[info]debbris in [info]jaeho_detox

featherless wings; ( songfic )

Featherless wings;

slight jaeho ;
angst + fluff = angluff. lol
oneshot; 1645 words

we’re only human;

selfish as we are;

trying to learn & live;

taking in the love & sadness,

as much as life brings



click link for fic : featherless wings;

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Nov. 15th, 2009


[info]chunfacebiased in [info]jaeho_detox

burned love

Burned Love
♥ DBSK — Yunho/Jaejoong; NC17; Romance Angst Drama;
beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

plot bunny by: tvxq_luv thank you my dear =)
banner by: sesshy18 ; god i love this girl




chapter 02

[info]kioku_kagami in [info]jaeho_detox

Eternity -- Chapters 28,29,30

Title: Eternity
Author: Kioku
Rating: R (For language, smut and violence)
Length: (30/??)
Warning: Drug usage, Swearing, Smoking, Drinking, Fighting, but no rape.
Beta-ed by: [info]krisooh

Summary:
---Yunho and Jaejoong have been friends forever. Yunho is the class clown who still manages to get amazing grades and is an athlete. His best friend is Jaejoong who smokes, drinks and doesn't really care for school. The both of them are the kings of the school. What will happen when one finds out that the other wants to be more than just friends?

(1) / (2) / (3) / (4) / (5) / (6) / (7) / (8) / (9) / (10) / (11) / (12) / (13) / (14) / (15) / (16) / (17) / (18) / (19) / (20) / (21) / (22) / (23) / (24) / (25) / (26) / (27) / (28) / (29) / (30) /

[info]jongjin_jaeho in [info]jaeho_detox

(no subject)

request: i hope you can figure out which story it

I remember reading some of it, JaeJoong was fat when he was young
and Yunho was the bully who bullied him.

Jaejoong came back to the highscool or college completly changed
in an attempt to get back at yunho. plus he became the hot cool guy, who
yunho didn't know was the guy he bullied.

yunho used to like jaejoong when he was young though i think

[info]134_851_544 in [info]ljchristians

A Question on Gender...


Warning:  This entry x-posted to [info]jesusfreaks and [info]christianity


First a little back-story:  I recently came across a website after following a link referring to Mr Herbert W. Armstrong, who's life & philosophy I've found somewhat interesting for a couple of years now.  The website was for 'The Restored Church of God' in the US, which I believe has ties with 'The Worldwide Church of God' also in the US (in fact, as far as I can tell the WCoG seems to act exclusively in the US, despite the name, but I could be wrong).  After looking quite thoroughly through the site contents I came across some literature that one could order free copies of, however it stated that if you live outside of the US or are a US citizen but not a member of either the RCoG or the WCoG, you were/are required to give an explanation of the reason you want the literature.  I thought, ok I'll fill out the online form.  I gave some brief details of my background and the work I do for God who chose me to be one of His ministers to pass on part of His message etc., and that I felt that the literature would be interesting and at the very least help to widen my perspective on the various forms of Christian worship all over the world.  The response I got was not only fairly unsatisfactory, part of it I found quite insulting...

And here we come to the main point of my entry:  As well as stating that the literature would be far too complicated for me (for reasons not clearly explained), Mr Robert R. Farrell (the head of the RCoG, who personally replie to all emails sent to the church via the website, apparently) actually said...  Well, let me copy and paste it, so there's no mistaking it:


"You mentioned that you are one of God’s ministers/messengers/preachers.  Just so you know, please understand that God does not permit women to be ministers in His Church.  You may find the following articles helpful in regards to who should be God’s ministers and ask should you preach to others at the following links..."
Not the best grammar or sentence structure in the world, but no-one perfect.  The point is that his church teaches that women cannot teach or be ministers/messengers/preachers in His [God's] church!  I personally found this, not insulting because it wasn't said in a patronizing way, but hurt and definitely a little confused.  So I did some research and indeed, just as there is still a vast movement (most vocal in the US, but that's not to put down American's, it's just that others seem to be more tight-lipped about it unless actually asked about it) who do not believe that anyone under the umbrella category of 'LGBT' can call themselves Christian much less have any kind of voice in the church, there are also still a great many people who believe that women cannot teach, preach, minister or have any other kind of standing in the church.  Some say that it's ok if they minister to or teach other women, but that women should not have anything close to spiritual authority over men.

So my questions to the community are:  Do you agree; should women (like myself) be allowed to be ministers/preachers/messengers of/for God, if God Himself has called them to do so?  Do you think that such a calling is a delusion or a lie from Satan?  Are there any specific part of scripture that lead to you answer one way or the other, or is it valid to say that when it comes to using scripture to answer such questions, personal interpretation plays a key role?

I really would like to hear your answers, even if some others might think that you're insulting me.  Believe me, telling me that you agree will not insult me.  Ask any questions you like, and I shall endeavour to answer and converse with all of you.

With my love,
Steph xx


P.S. ~ I apologise now if this subject has been raised before, but I missed it.
P.P.S. ~ I am happy to provide links to the articles recommended by Mr Farrell, if anyone wishes to read them.




[info]tickled41 in [info]jaeho_detox

[Help] Fic Finding

Sorry to be a bother, but I was wondering if someone could help me find a fic. I have recently restored my ipod, and lost the bookmarks I had saved. If this isn't allowed, feel free to delete it :]

I believe it's called something along the lines of "Do You Know the Hero in the Sky" and is based on the popular japanese story, KOIZORA.

I'd really appreciate it. Thank you! :D


[info]azora_s in [info]jaeho_detox

Protective Gang Leader



|Title|: Protective Gang Leader
|Pairing|: YunJae and a little of Yoosu.
|Rating|: Pg-13 for now.
|Genre|: Romance, fluff and failed attempt at crack.
|Chapter(s)|: 11/? ( Not sure how many chapters there will be. )
|Summary|: What if the famous hot mafia leader Jung Yunho gets the sexy womanizer Kim Jaejoong at his door? Though what would happen if Jaejoong's holding Yunho's so-called daughter?

|A//N|: Chapter 11!! Comments are loved.

Previous chapters:
O1 / O2 /O3 / O4./O5 / O6 / O7 / O8 /
O9| Chapter nine ;;
Amazing Jealously
1O| Chapter ten ;;
One blushed while the other smirked.

-
Meeting Momma and Papa Jung.

[info]insanemelodine in [info]jaeho_detox

Sweet Marguerites

Title: Sweet Marguerites
Author: me
Length: 5/?
Rating: pg 13
Summary:
what happen when jaejoong's brother in law save his life and goes blind? Jaejoong's brother no longer have the confident to marry a blind man leaving jaejoong with no other choice but to take jaewan's place. Deception will cause confusion, Love will soon bloom, hatred will fly and jealousy will kill. Will jaejoong be able to give his brother in law back to his brother once the time comes or will he choose to keep him for himself?
chapter 5 )

[info]hana_cho in [info]jaeho_detox

Opferungsfic

Title: Opferungsfic
Author: [info]hana_cho
Pairings: YunJae, YooSu ...
Chapters: 17/...
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: AU
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst
Summary: Sacrificing is the keyword. Every three month is a changing of the turn in the village, which must give a offering to their lord. This time it is the village of the Kim brothers turn. To help his beloved younger brother Jaejoong sacrifices himself. But he never expected what would happen.

Characters, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7 , Chapter 8, Chapter 9 , Chapter 10, Chapter 11 , Chapter 12 , Chapter 13, chapter 14, Chapter 15 , Chapter 16

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[info]insanemelodine in [info]jaeho_detox

Sweet Marguerites

chapter 5

"SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!" jaewan shouted in desperate plead for help as rain and the others drag him away. Everyone there at the festival only step aside and let them through not wanting to get involve in whatever dispute is going on.
"let me go please!!! you got the wrong person!!" jaewan plead as tears begin to stream from his big brown eyes
"acting innocent and weak isn't going to help you get out of this jaejoong, we're going to give you back twice the pain you give us a while back" he grin as his gang drag jaewan by the hair.
"like i said you got the wrong person!!" jaewan shouted
"wrong person? i highly doubt it, your face have been imprinted into my mind, no matter where i go or who i see, i'll totally recognize you" he grin
They continue walking until they are no longer in the festival area anymore. They have drag him into the ally, once there they toss him in front of them. They block his means of escape as his back is up against the brick wall. At this point jaewan don't know what to do anymore, for sure he's going to die. His body begin to shake as tears continue to stream and his clothes mess up from all the dragging and struggling.
"w-what are you guys going to do?" he ask in a shaky voice
They look at each other and begin to laugh
"seriously, i never thought that you can be so weak jaejoong, i guess without your men standing behind you, you're nothing but a weak little girl" grin rain
"like i said..."
"we got the wrong person right? sorry jaejoong, but you're little trick ain't going to work on me" He begin to crack his knuckle "this is going to be fun" They begin to advance toward jaewan as he begin to back away. They closer they get the more afraid jaewan becomes. He begin to panic and rush toward them trying to struggle to escape but they easily push him right back. He continue to struggle with them for a while until one of them punch him in the guts really hard that he begin to cough and fell to his knee. Someone else hit him from behind causing his whole body to fall to the ground as they begin to kick and punch jaewan.
"somebody, anybody...help me" jaewan plead.
Rain was about to kick jaewan on the face when someone grab him form behind and give him a swift kick in the guts as he stumble backward. Everyone turn their attention to the new comer. But they didn't get much of a chance to react before this person begin to punch and kick them as they all went flying everywhere. This person stood in front of jaewan's unconscious body.
"Y-you're yoochun, jaejoong's right hand man" said rain as he struggle to get up
"i knew that you're weak but to actually pick on the weaker one," yoochun bring up his index finger and begin to wave it back and forth "really show how much pride you don't have"
Rain got really pisst, he rush toward yoochun who easily dodge it and punch rain. He fell to the floor and begin to gasp for air. Yoochun bend down to his level, grab him by the hair so their eye will meet.
"you know something rain, you really fuck up this time" he grin
"w-what?"
"you see that person there" he turn rain's head toward jaewan " doesn't he look like jaejoong"
"w-what do you mean?"
"that person you and your gang just beat up isn't jaejoong at all, or should i said he's jaejoong's younger twin brother"
Rain's eyes widen in shock and fear
"if jaejoong hear about this, you and your gang will all end up in the hospital" he let go of his hair and stood up "you better be prepare for a killing spreed" he grin before going to jaewan and picking him up before leaving the ally. Rain still remain there not being able to move.
"t-this can't be? t-twin? s-since when?"

......................................................

"jaewan, i thought you were going home, what are you...." before dongwook could finish his sentence jaejoong had already flip him over and his back collide with the hard floor below. He begin to scream in pain
"ow..ow...ow...ow!!! i think i landed on a rock too" he winch in pain.
"touch me again and i'll make sure it's not only rock that you'll land on" he glare before turning around and walking away. Dongwook look at jaejoong's back for a bit before he realize something
"jaejoong?....JAEJOONG!!" he shouted and jaejoong turn his attention back at the man laying on the floor
"how did you?"
"ah! so it is you!!" he rush right up to jaejoong invading his personal space "i heard so much about you from jaewan, but i never thought that you guys would look so identical! your mole is even on the same place as his" he said in excitement.
"eh?"
"i have always wanted to meet you but whenever i come over to your place you're never home, hell from what i heard, you're barely home right"
He continue to play the million question while ignoring the fact that jaejoong dislike people who invade his space. He finally snap and smack dongwook's hand away really hard
"you want me to flip you again" he glare
"ah...sorry" he steps back "...but what he said about you really are true" he smile and jaejoong only glare before turning around
"i don't care if you're jaewan's friend, if you touch me again i'll break your arms" he walk away.
He continue to walk but quickly turn around to face a smiling dongwook who continue to follow him
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!!?" jaejoong snap
He only smile "did you came with your girlfriend"
"w-what?" jajeoong blush
"ah ha! so you did, where is she, is she cute?" he begin to look around for the so call girlfriend.
"now look here you...." jaejoong realize he had forgotten about yunho. he ran right out of there before dongwook even realize that he's gone.
"eh? jaejoong? where did he go?" wonder dongwook before his lip turn into a smirk "i gotta say, this twin here is quite interesting too"

.............................................................

Junsu were looking for yoochun who had just suddenly disappear as he was distracted.
"where did that jerk go?! he promise to get me whatever i want!" said junsu really pisst off. Just then he notice yunho sitting on the bench by himself
"yunho?"
"junsu?"
"yeah it's me, what are you doing sitting here by yourself?" junsu took a set next to yunho
"i'm waiting for jaewan"
"jaewan?" junsu remember yunho coming here with jaejoong "where is he?"
"he went to get something to drink" yunho frown "but it sure taking him for ever"
"i see...maybe the line is long, there are a lot of people here" junsu assure him
"yeah i suppose..." yunho continue to pout
"oi, what's with you?"
he sigh "you might find this funny but i miss him already, ever since i went blind, he had always been by my side, everyday and every night, taking care of me, watching over me, cooking for me and just basically being there for me, i have gotten use to him being right by my side, even is he's just gone for 10 minutes i already miss him like we haven't' seen each other for years" yunho chuckle "i want to spend everyday with him, every minute, every second of my life with jaewan by my side" he smile
Junsu on the other hand didn't say anything, he recall the conversation he heard yoochun and jaejoong talking about. This whole time yunho think it's jaewan when truthfully it's jaejoong. Junsu can't help but feel a bit sad.
"yunho..." junsu was ready to reveal everything when jaejoong suddenly show up out of nowhere and out of breath like he have been running.
"s-sorry.." he to keep his breathing under control.
"jaewan, what's wrong?" ask a worry yunho
"i-it's nothing..." he smile
Junsu look at how yunho and jaejoong interact with each other. The way jaejoong's smile soften and his eyes looking so gentle rather than how it use to be. Junsu sigh as he stood up
"well, i'll see you guys later" he wave them goodbye and left "i wonder if i'm doing the right thing" he wonder to himself
"was that line long?" ask yunho
"line?"
"yeah, for the drinks?"
"oh! y-yeah it was long and by the time i get to me they ran out of drinks" he lie
"i see, oh well i don't need drinks," he stood up "so, what do you want to do now" he smile
"eh?"
"the night is still young right,"
"but it's already getting late,?"
Yunho flick jaejoong on the head lightly "didn't you say that i should go out more and experience the world in a different way, i'm doing that now and you want to go home" he pouted
"b-but..."
Yunho reach out to try and grab jaejoong's hand. Jaejoong saw this and he reach out to yunho who held his hand tightly "no buts, i want us to spend every minute together," he smile. Jaejoong blush once more before giving in "fine, but only till midnight, no later"
"yes darling" he tease

...........................................

Jaewan finally woken up and find himself in a white room.
"where?" his vision become a lot clearer and he realize that he's in the hospital "h-how did i?"
"you're finally awake" came a voice. he snap his gaze toward the door and standing there is yoochun
"w-ho?"
"park yoochun is the name" he walk right up to jaewan "hmmm...i have only heard about you from jaejoong but damn! you two look really identical" he back away
"jaejoong? you know my brother jaejoong?!!" he shouted
"y-yeah, we're good friends"
"than...than where is he? he haven't come home for over a week, we're really worry about him!! so please!! tell me where he is!!" jaewan winch in pain
"oi, calm down, you gotten beat up really bad, you shouldn't be moving around so much"
"please...i beg of you...if you know where he is, tell me" jaewan plead softly
Yoochun don't know what to do, "i do know where he is"
Jaewan look up at him with so much hope "but i can't tell you where he is"
His smile turn upside down "oh...i see..."
"sorry, it's his wish not to be found"
"does he...does he hate us that much?"
"yep" said yoochun without any hesitation and to jaewan this felt like a sharp knife just Perice his chest.
"i can't really blame him, to him, that house is nothing but a living nightmare, he once told me that living on the street and getting into fights makes him more alive then living nicely in that house. He said that the delinquents he hangout with at night is more of his family than his real one"
Once again jaewan felt like he can't breath, have they really treat him that badly to the point where he'll regard a bunch of stranger as family.
"i don't want to have to sound mean and a total bitch but you two are twin, why is it that you can't even feel the uneasiness jaejoong is feeling, if you two really are twin then shouldn't you have figure out that he dislike living in that house or is it that you do know but choose not to do anything because you want to be the lovable one in the family"
"that's not true!!"
"then tell me, what have you done to make jaejoong feel better, nothing right..."
"i do defend him"
"just saying a few words for him isn't going to cut it, you have to really stand up against your parent, raise your voice, show them anger and truly stand up for your brother...but you didn't...moving out of that house is probably jaejoong's best decision yet" yoochun glare and jaewan went quiet.
"oh right, don't misunderstand, i didn't save you because i wanted to, i did it because i knew that if i don't, jaejoong will do something outrageous and i can't let that happen, everything i do is for jaejoong's sake" yoochun turn and begin to walk toward the door before he took out something and toss it to jaewan. it was his wallet, yoochun flash him some cash and he grin "i'll be taking all of this for the trouble i have to go through" he left the room.
Jaewan turn to look outside "what have i really been doing for jaejoong? have i done anything that'll keep him happy?"

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Jaejoong and yunho is walking home after the festival. It was 11 at night, most of the people already left home and the street begin to empty. The temperature had drop to a chilling degree. The moon rise up high above the city over looking everything as the stars sparkles by it's side. Jaejoong walk just a bit ahead of yunho
"this is more like it" he smile
"what do you mean?"
"i love the night time, it's less crowded and the air is more refreshing"
"really? i never knew that"
"ah!" jaejoong realize he had just said something that jaewan wouldn't have said. "l-lets hurry home, it's starting to get cold" he walk faster forgetting that yunho is blind.
"jaewan, wait up" yunho pick up speed when he trip over his own feet and fell to the floor with a loud thud. Jaejoong heard this and he turn around and walk back to yunho
"sorry, here" jaejoong smile as he reach out to yunho "take my hand" for a instant there yunho could see jaejoong bending toward him, reaching out his hand and smiling that angelic smile he fell in love with as the moon and the stars shine brightly behind him giving him this mystical and beautiful glow. But then it went back to total darkness and he frown
"what is it? did you hurt yourself?" ask jaejoong full of worry
Yunho shook his head "it's nothing" he grab onto jaejoong's hand and he stood up
"sorry...i shouldn't have gone ahead"
"don't' worry about it, i'm fine" yunho smile
"but..."
Yunho held onto his hand tightly "should we get going" he smile brightly as he begin to drag jaejoong with him.
"you seem happy?"
"do i?"
"yeah, are you sure you didn't hit your head?"
Yunho recall that beautiful image he saw, he don't know if for a instant there if it was just his imagination or if he really did saw jaewan but he don't care because thanks for that moment, he finally come to realize that everything isn't some dream, it is real that jaewan is there by his side. To him this solve the uneasiness he have been feeling inside, it have been replace with nothing but happiness.
"yunho?"
"yes?"
"i think we should stop"
"eh? why?"
"because..." before jaejoong could finish talking yunho ran right into a wall "...you're heading straight to a brick wall"
Yunho winch in pain and jaejoong couldn't help but laugh "maybe i should do the leading"
"y-yeah" yunho flush red
And so jaejoong end up leading them back to the apartment although he never did told yunho that not only were they heading to a wall but they were going the wrong way too.
...................................................

"yunho!!!jaewan he..." junsu stopped midway through his sentence when he came into the apartment only to come face to face with jaejoong
"w-where's yunho?"
"he's in the shower" said jaejoong "now than, what were you saying about jaewan..."
"ah! t-that!! it's nothing, i mean what would i have anything to say about you since you are jaewan right" junsu begin to panic and jaejoong isn't buying it at all.
"come here" glare jaejoong as he cross his arms and junsu only shook his head no "you want me to come over there instead" he continue to give junsu the deadly glare. Junsu give in and he slowly walk over to jaejoong.
"my life is over" he silently cry to himself.
Junsu stop only a few inches away from jaejoong. Jaejoong continue to look at junsu for a bit before sighing, he walk over to the open window and sat down
"did yoochun told you?"
Junsu shook his head once more
"than how?"
Junsu hesitate for a bit
"i said how!!" jaejoong glare
"i-i over heard you and yoochun talking at the restaurant a few days ago but i swear!! i never plan to tell yunho anything at all!!!"
jaejoong sigh once more "it can't be help"
"w-what are you going to do to me?" ask junsu as he begin to shake
"what is it with people, why do they always assume we are going to hit anyone over every little thing"
"eh?"
"beside, maybe this could be for a good thing, since you are close to yunho and jaewan, you can be my helper"
"what?! don't involve me in this"
"too bad, the day you eave drop is the day you got involve so suck it up" jaejoong could hear the shower being turn off.
"oh right, you said something about jaewan, did something happen"
"oh right, he got beaten up by some gang and is now in the hospital recovering"
"beaten up? who will do such a thing, especially when jaewan isn't the type to get involve with fights"
"i don't' know too, the police is still investigating about this,"
"when did this happen?"
"i think it was yesterday, a couple of witness said that they saw him being drag away from the festival"
"festival?" something struck jaejoong "jaewan was at the festival yesterday!!"
Junsu was taken back by his sudden out burst "y-yeah"
"i ran into rain and the others, i wonder if when i escape they..." jaejoong turn to junsu "...tell yunho i'm going out for a bit" he didn't even wait for junsu's reply before storming out of the door.
Yunho came into the living room "jaewan, are you done with breakfast yet" ask yunho
"jaewan went out for a bit"
"junsu? what are you doing here?"
"to tell you the truth i wish i haven't" he mumble to himself

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Jaejoong rush to the hospital to see his twin brother. He ask the nurse which room jaewan is in, at first the nurse was surprise because jaejoong look just like the patient he is looking for but after a few explanation the nurse finally understood. Jaejoong thank her and made his way to the fourth floor where his brother is supposedly staying in. The reached the room and was about to open the door when he hesitate. Wasn't he trying to avoid his family, didn't he said that he don't want to see anyone of them again so why should he give a damn as to what happen to jaewan. He suddenly heard voice coming from inside and he could tell that that voice belong to his mother.
"mom, stop crying already, i'm fine as you can see" jaewan patted her on the back
"i just can't help it, jaejoong already left home and i don't even know if he's dead or alive, if i were to loose you too i don't know what i'll do." he continue to cry
Jaewan reach over to the box of tissues by the bed and handed it to his mom who took a few to wipe her tears.
"without jaejoong here, you're all i have jaewan, if you disappear too, i'll follow you"
"don't say that, you still have dad"
"heh yeah right, all that old man ever do is work, sleep and eat, i swear at time i feel like i'm raising three son rather than two"
Jaewan chuckle and she smile. She reach out to his hand and grab it lightly "jaewan ah"
"yes"
"you do know that you're my world right and the one i care most about right,"
"yeah, i know" he hug his mom.
Jaejoong felt a sharp pain in his chest, he felt like he couldn't breath anymore, with ever breath he took, his chest hurts. He finally walk away from the room and exited the hospital.

"oh mom, you know the guy that save me"
"yes"
"as it turns out he's a friend of jaejoong"
"what! really!!! did he tell you where jaejoong is!!" she ask
Jaewan shook his head "he said that jaejoong didn't want to be found"
His mom frown sadly "i see...i couldn't blame him, he must hate me"
"mom..."
"i have always thought that if jaejoong disappear, our life would be easier. I wouldn't have to keep yelling at him for every trouble he got into, for every fight he got involve in. To me jaejoong where like a obstacle in our path to a better future but...when you told me that he had disappear, my heart sanked. i felt like i couldn't breath anymore, my body was shaking, i wouldn't move nor could i said anything. That's when i realize that i love him as much as i love you, and now that i have the time to think about what i did for him in the past until now, i come to realize that i haven't done anything motherly to him at all. All my attention have always been directly toward you, your dad and i have been so focus on you and giving you a good education that we fail to realize that we still have one more son who still need our loving and support." she begin to get teary "i was wondering why he call me an unfit mother, now i know, if i could, i'll apologize to him, i'll get down on my knee and beg for my forgiveness, we neglected him to much, we fail to recognize his loneliness, we fail to be a good parent in front of his eyes, he turned out the way he did because we didn't give him the loving he needs" tears begin to fall none stop "and now my little boy is gone, i don't know where he is, what he is doing, if he's even still alive anymore, i don't know anything anymore"
"oh mom..." jaewan hugged her tightly "jaejoong is still alive, i know of it, we'll just have to give him time, he'll return home"
"what if he doesn't, what if i'll never see him again"
"don't say that, we'll see him, after i get better, i'll find him for you mom, i'll bring him home even if i have to tie him down and stuff him into a bag" he smile and his mom chuckle lightly
"just don't over do yourself alright"
"i know"

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Jaejoong was walking down the street in deep thoughts as he bump into random people ignoring the many stares of others and ignoring the yelling of others.

*flash back*
"you do know that you're my world right and the one i care most about right,"
*end*

Jaejoong stop walking, he really felt like crying. He knew he should have gone and now that he did, he over heard something that will pisst him off even more. He thought that by him ranning away from home, it'll teach his mother a few things but it seem like she doesn't even care if he's gone. Jaejoong recall junsu telling about how jaewan was beaten up and could be from the same people who is dragging jaewan away from the festival. Jaejoong took out his phone and dial a number
"yoochun, gather everyone, there's a few people i need to break"
"the rebellious jaejoong is back i see"
"only for tonight, i'll teach them never to lay their hand on my little brother"
"alright, i understand to be honest, i feel that this is what you're going to do so i already prepare everything, just tell me when and where"
Jaejoong turn to face the hospital that stood just a few blocks away from where he is standing
"at midnight meet me at the same place" he hang up the phone before he continue walking

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Jaejoong finally came back to the apartment only to see the whole kitchen mess up.
"WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN HERE!!" he shouted
There standing in the kitchen is the so call blind yunho and a terrify junsu.
"y-you're back already" yunho smile nervously
"what did you guys do!!" he glare at them.
"h-he wanted to surprise you with breakfast and so..." junsu stutter
"so how did the kitchen turn out this way" he cross his arm
"well...lets just say that a lot of things happen" said junsu.

In the end junsu had to clean up everything while yunho sat in the living room as time out. Jaejoong on the other hand was getting breakfast ready.
"why do i have to clean everything by myself?"
"because it was your fault, i left yunho for you to take care of and i'm only gone for 30 minutes and the kitchen look like it's in the middle of renovation" he pour the eggs into the hot pan.
"but it was his idea"
"it doesn't matter beside, the kitchen is already a mess, for a blind man to help clean he'll only make the mess bigger"
"that's true" junsu cry silently to himself.

After a while they finally finish. Junsu is siting on the char totally exhausted while jaejoong place the food on the table
"okay done, yunho, breakfast is ready" jaejoong walk over to yunho and help lead him to the table. Junsu watch as jaejoong help yunho sat down, handed him the spoon and fork and told him ever everything is sated so he'll know where is what. Junsu can't help but smile, they really do look like husband and wife if it weren't for the twisting truth. Junsu sigh
"stop sighing and just eat" said jaejoong
"yes" junsu dig into the food and it was like he was sent to cloud seven. the food is just too good, how did a delinquent like jaejoong manage to make fiver stars dishes.
"seriously, how did you manage to make something this good"
Jaejoong only shrug "i read a lot of cooking books on my spare time and watch a lot of cooking show"
junsu grin and jaejoong knew what he was grinning about so he kick junsu on the leg under the table and he begin to winch in pain
"what happen?" ask a clueless yunho
"it's nothing, junsu just hit his knee against the table" jaejoong lie.

Jaejoong was busy cleaning up the table and doing the dishes as junsu and yunho sat in the living room. Junsu had on the tv and was watching a interesting show when he glance toward yunho who seem to be busy folding something.
"what are you doing?" ask junsu as he approach yunho
"origami" he smile
"eh?"
"it may look childish but it's quite fun, it's something to pass the time with"
"really? what are you making"
"it's a Marguerite"
"ah, those flower you were talking to me about earlier"
"yep, i'm actually making something for jaewan"
"eh?"
"he had always done a lot of things for me so i want to show him my appreciation, so..." he pull junsu in closer and told junsu what he was planning.
"your such a romantic" smirk junsu and yunho chuckle
Everything would have gone good if it were the real jaewan he is giving it to rather then the twin role playing. Junsu sigh again, everything seem to be so sad.
"what are you two doing" ask jaejoong as he took off the apron
"nothing, i was just teaching junsu how to make Marguerite right junsu" ask yunho
"y-yeah"
Jaejoong only look at them weirdly.

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Jaewan was in his hospital room getting ready to leave since he no longer need to be there anymore. He open the door to leave but then he came face to face with his doctor
"ah, you ready to leave" he smile
"yes, thank you so much for helping me recover" he bow politely
"it's my pleasure, just make sure to stay out of trouble now" he smile
"lol it seem that trouble finds me rather than me finding them" he chuckle

Jaewan meet with his parent up at the front door. They went to their car and got in before the car drove away
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It was about midnight when jaejoong left yunho's apartment. Yunho had fallen asleep when he walk into his bedroom. Jaejoong walk up to yunho's sleeping figure and brushes away a few of his bangs away from his face.
"Goodbye yunho" jaejoong left the room and slowly close the door.

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Jaejoong approach the construction site and there stood his gang, all of them ready for a fight.
"nice to see you again boss" smile one of his man
"how was your trip" ask another
"it could be better but..." he turn serious "...you all know what we are going to do right?"
"well of course, i have been waiting for this day" grin another
Jaejoong smile "than lets go and destroy their hide out shall we" he grin and his gang all cheer and shouted in excitement.

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Jaewan try to sleep but he couldn't, something inside him is telling him that something big is going down and jaejoong is some how involve. Is this what they call being twin is all about, being bale to since out the other one. Jaewan couldn't take it anymore and so he grab his coat and ran outside. he begin to search for jaejoong in the night. he don't know why but he felt like he is close by. His heart seem to be telling him which way to go. This was the first time he had ever felt this way, the first time he had ever felt such strong connection with jaejoong.
"please be okay jaejoong ah" plead jaewan.

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Rain and his gang were in the ware house minding their own business. Rain were too deep in thoughts, no matter what he do or think, he just can't get the fact that jaejoong have a twin. To make it worst he beat up jaejoong's younger twin brother. He recall yoochun telling him to prepare for a killing rampage and it stuck fear into him. There's no way jaejoong will come to them to seek revenge right, he isn't gutsy enough to take on such a big group. Rain was just a few steps away from finally feeling at ease when he heard loud cry coming from outside and his expression change to one of true horror. The door was kick open and jaejoong's men came rushing in, beating up anyone they see that isn't in their team. After all of them rush in, jaejoong was the last one to enter the place. Rain meet eyes with jaejoong and for sure he have concluded that this is the real jaejoong. he recognize that stare, those terrifying but yet beautiful eyes. He swallow his spits in fear.
"i heard you have a little fun with my brother rain, was it that fun to pick on someone weaker than you" ask jaejoong as he begin to advance toward rain. He was able to make his way toward rain easily, he went through everyone who came running toward him with a weapon in hand. In just a flash of a second, jaejoong stood no more then a feet from rain
"i should return a favor shouldn't I" he grin as he crack his knuckle. Rain was scare, he had never seen anyone surrounded by so much hate, so much evilness as jaejoong and it frighten him. he was like a devil without any limits nor any control. But rain still have his pride, even if he is going to go down, he want to go down fighting. He launch right at jaejoong with all the strength he could gather.

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Jaewan ran all he could until he stopped near the harbor. He was gasping for air because h have been running none stop for hours.
"aish! where could he be?" wonder jaewan as he scan his surrounding. Just then he heard a bunch of noise coming from one of the ware house. Usually most people will run away but he made his way there. Something in him is telling him that whatever he is looking for is in there. Jaewan slowly walk toward the place but as he got closer he was surprise at all the body laying about. It was such a terrible sight, they were bleeding everywhere, someone looked like their arms and legs have been broken. Some lay unconscious while some continue to complain about their pain. Jaewan couldn't take it anymore, he took out his phone and call the police. He was about to run away too when he heard more noise coming from inside the warehouse.
"p-please, spare me, i didn't know!!! i seriously didn't know!!" came rain's pleading voice. Jaewan recognize the voice immediately, it belong to that guy who beat him up yesterday. Jaewan begin to approach the door, when he finally got there the first thing he saw was jaejoong standing over rain while holding on to a iron pipe that have been cover in blood. Hell there were blood streaming from his head, cuts and bruises on his arms and face. His clothes were a total mess as droplets of blood had made their marking there.
"j-jaejoong?"
Jaejoong turn to face jaewan and his eyes widen in shook

end

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Today's Prayer from Os Hillman

Dear Heavenly Father,

I come before you to ask a special blessing of health and prosperity upon the poor. Though they may be poor in the eyes of the world, may they be rich in spiritual blessings and happiness. Though they may live in meager shelters or be homeless, may they find warmth and love. Though they may not have material possessions, may they have food to eat, clothes to wear, and place to sleep.

I pray that this season, this year and in the days ahead, every need be met whether spiritual, emotional, or physical. I pray that doors will open, people will reach out and encourage, jobs and education will be available, and sufficient housing will be provided. I pray that the sick will be well, the disabled will be enabled, the bound will be loosed, the scared will find courage, the hopeless will find hope, the lost will find salvation in Jesus Christ, our Savior and Lord. Please have mercy...and please use those of us who have to minister to those who have not. Guide, direct, protect us, Father. In Jesus' name I pray and give thanks.

Amen.

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caged bird

Title: Caged Bird

Length: Chaptered

Author: Li

Rating: NC-17

Pairing: YunJae, minor YooSu and other pairings

Genre: Angst, Romance, AU

Warning: Graphic scenes of non-con and sex, death

Summary:
"I've always wondered what it was like to spread my wings and just fly away.

"I want to fly away from the burdens in my heart . . . fly away from these shackles that chain me down . . ."

Kim Jaejoong is the last person one would expect that would have a past no one would talk about. He was just the kind of person that was always friendly, helpful, and full of never ending smiles. But deep down, a secret shackles him down, imprisoning himself to his own heart. Once Jung Yunho steps back into his life after ten years, it's time for Jaejoong to face his burdens head on, and reap the consequences of what he has sown


Note: Due to the rating of this fic, I will be f-locking certain chapters after 72 hours of posting. If you want to read them, please comment on my fic list post and friend me. I'd like to know who's friending me for fics and such. The prologue and the first chapter will not be f-locked.



Prologue : Broken Friendship


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1st fanfic!!! meeting

HI! first time posting so sorry for mistakes
Title: the meeting
rating: pg 17
warnings: mild rape, dark ish
pairing: jaeho
summary: a simple car journey turns out to be more than jaeho bargained for



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the fic! )comments are love XxX

[info]anael777 in [info]jaeho_detox

YunJae Family Fanart part 2

Pairing: YunJae + Iseul

Genre: fluff

Warnings: red elephant!



( Look what appa has for you <3 )
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Beta Readers option?

Hi everyone!

I'm pretty new to fictionpress.com and I'm trying to figure out if there might be some other way to find a beta reader. I've tried and tried to contact the mods about the apparent broken link on the beta reader search option but there seems to be no response. Is there anyone here who can help me?

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{YunJae Fiction} Tutor - Chapter 5

TITLE: Tutor
AUTHOR: [info]kami_no_kami
GENRE: Comedy + Romance
RATING: PG13 (it becomes NC17 gradually)
PAIRING: YunJae (YooSu, JaeMin)
LENGTH: o5 / -?-
SUMMARY: 18-year old Jung YunHo has never really taken his studes seriously. As he's in his final year in high school, his parents put up ads for a tutor. At the same time, JaeJoong has been struggling to find a job after his college fund mysteriously disappeared. He comes across an ad for a tutor in the newspaper. The 21-year old college student has no choice but take the job...not realizing he has to face a stubborn, disrespectful, sharp-tongued high schooler. Can the mild student tame the wild student?

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YunJae Fanfic: Tied Fates 20/?

Title: Tied Fates 20/?
Disclaimer: Yunho and Jaejoong belong to each other themselves.
Pairing: Yunho/Jaejoong
Story Trailer: Tied Fates Requiem on YT
Story Summary: Kim Jaejoong is a normal high school student who's respected by his schoolmates, adored by his teachers, had excellent grades, stunningly good looks and awesome friends. Yoochun, his bestfriend in particular had an unhealthy knack of going psycho over his fans, admirers and the like.

Jaejoong treasured his friends and is happy with how his life is turning out. But there was always that feeling in his heart that he couldn't shake off. The feeling that somehow he knew that there was something missing in his life.

It was then at that one fateful night when he crossed paths with that certain someone that Jaejoong began to understand, that his life wasn't as normal as he had initially thought it should have been.



“I understand just fine.” Jaejoong’s voice was chilling. “It’s not Yunho’s fight anymore. He’s done with hunting. He’s done with anything concerning battles. He just wants to live a normal life now. He’s been a great help to your organization in the past and that’s just about his limit. I’m not going to allow him to go back there and risk killing himself again.”

Chapters: Prologue | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7(1/2) | 7(2/2) | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 (1/2) | 12 (2/2) | 13 (1/2) | 13 (2/2) | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 (1/2) | 18 (2/2) | 18 | 19 | 20
Extra Feature: Cast of Characters Picture/Biography | Yunho's Modeling Magazine Cover

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